You know those days when everything feels kinda numb and quiet? This is one of those kinda days. I have always been a person who enjoys and really needs their own space and time to stay creative and sane, but some days it feels hard even though you know you should enjoy it. After living together with someone for a year you get used to having them around 24/7, even though at first it took a lot of time for me to get used to being around someone so much and having so much less space for myself. But now, being back at living on my own 5 days out of 7, it sometimes feels kinda hard too. Drinking my morning coffee alone, coming back to a quiet home, going to sleep alone with my thoughts. I miss having someone draw on my back until i fall asleep. And sharing the stupid little pieces of the day that made you laugh, those things just don't sound as funny written on a message.
Yesterday evening i went running and felt so much better, but it's true what they say, "you can't run from your problems forever". Because when you stop running, they will catch you again. So the best thing to do is confront your feelings, write them down , eat well, see a friend and hope for better days ahead, because we all have these kinda days sometimes and you know, they will always pass.